the darkness burns insideher trying to burst out
the fear sizzles inside my cold soul
the emotionds diminished now im just empty
i have a million thoughts that want to be heard bt the fear holds then captive
i try to smile to show tat i am ok but in the inside it feels likei'm crying tears of blood
this depression has taken control of me
my body feels uncomfortable
i put the cold sharp blade to my arm
when i see blood i feel relieved
the blood makes me happy, it gives me a reason to live
someone saw my scars
people look at me like i am crazy
they don't know that this is the real me
the real me needs to cut or i will die
