a thin line between happy and sad

the darkness burns insideher trying to burst out
the fear sizzles inside my cold soul
the emotionds diminished now im just empty
i have a million thoughts that want to be heard bt the fear holds then captive
i try to smile to show tat i am ok but in the inside it feels likei'm crying tears of blood
this depression has taken control of me
my body feels uncomfortable
i put the cold sharp blade to my arm
when i see blood i feel relieved
the blood makes me happy, it gives me a reason to live
someone saw my scars
people look at me like i am crazy
they don't know that this is the real me
the real me needs to cut or i will die

a mix of speak and the lovely bones

there is darkness all around her
no sunlight not even a peek of anything
she is trapped in this world and can't escape
all the worst has happened
her mother says it will get bertter but better hasn't come yet
its all his fault she always thinks
if he wouldn't have came into my life i would be a better person
i don't see what i have to live for
POW!!! and she's gone
no goodbyes no warnings just gone
family in hate thnking it's their fault
she sends signals that this is a better place for her

In my picture it looks like some has gone through a lot and very uncertain. The colors reflect how she is feeling the darker colors are for cold and lonely days while the lihter colors are for her more happy days. From my point of view this picture reminds me of the book speak. It shows that she is sad and lonely and you can see like tree leaves.

i'm just saying

I really don't care about heros and i really don't have 1 but why are we learning about heros.......why can't we learn about the real issues in life. Teen pregnancy, murder, rape ect. these are the things that i would want to learn about and how to prevent this.